Honestly, 2011 did me good. It has brought me to my weakest and strongest points. It has helped me grow emotionally and mentally. Through the past 12 months, I have met people that I never though that I would so close with. I’ve met people that have guided me to my faith journey and man, they are so fun to be with. I’ve met people that I never thought i would be close with at the start and be yet so far at the end. I went through the most horrifying moments in March and all the way to August. I’ve found what most people call pride, i call it self esteem. I’ve struggled to make others happy and I’ve been through a lot without even noticing it. I’ve gone through heartbreak and lost of friendships. People have been my rock and shelter when I couldn’t bear to be at home. Broken relationships have been fix and it feels like nothing has happen ever. My faith is stronger than ever and God has built me to become the strong willed person he wants me to be. I’ve lost myself in the past few months and well, I have trouble figuring out why. The people that became my rock have become a barrier. The struggles and tears have become a memory of what made me stronger. The memory of what was, will forever be the greatest memory.
I hold in the emotions that were never to be brought out. I’ve let out tears and punches because of what i couldn’t handle. i learned to let go what became not important to me. i became to Let go and Let God. I grew relationships with people that are now family to me. i let go relationships that wasn’t a simple choice. i became stronger emotionally and mentally because my mind and heart have chosen to let go and let in the things that are important. Whether i was ready or not to accept my challenge in life, i have gone through what is my best ability.
2011, you are the year that let me grow. Thank you for all you have given me and all that you have blessed me with.
